Selamat datang, Juli 2015.

setahun yang lalu gue asyik melakukan perpisahan tanggal segini, sekarang gue makan hati. okeh dimulai curhatnya!

Berawal dengan percakapan dini hari bersama ica lewat facebook, sembari dan setelah nonton Perahu Kertas 2. Ide gue mulai bekobar. dan subuh itu berakhir dengan gue nyoret-nyoret personal notebook. Mengingat betapa lepeknya rambut gue saat itu, dan betapa panasnya juga saat itu di sekolah, gue merencanakan untuk mengejar angin subuh dan sepedahan, karena hari ini libur juga. (diliburkan, kelas 10nya pada ujian) Seperti pengharapan ica yang mengusulkan untuk gue istirahat karena gasehat begadang dan OR subuh-subuh, yak.gue kesiangan.

Alarm udah bunyi tp gue ngga denger nampaknya. tidur jam 3 pagi, melek-melek udah ada sinar matahari dari jendela. First thought of the morning: "damn it!"

Selanjutnya, took a morning shower and enjoyed myself in bed.

but!
karena terlalu update bermata-mata..


I see everything.

akhirnya, sakit hati. uhuk nyesek dan kesel.

Sempet nulis email ke Kakak Iyut hari ini,
isinya gue marah-marah dalam kesepian gue.
damn, i miss her too!

Things that pissed me off on the 1st of July 2015:

• didn't went for a morning bike ride
• it was so damn hot outside, 38°C
• had to buy monthly ticket, necessarily went outside
• almost died cycling back home bc of the #heatwave
• didn't had time to eat proper lunch
• saw Rokris99's recent event pictures, it has something to do with Tiberias, and freakin Abraham Darwin as guest speaker, i just cant
• i missed bu livi
• i missed Dito with his musical talents
• saw Richard Soerinta's face on BoanergesYouth's instagram account in my timeline. damn it, all those memories kicked in hard, it hurt, the past hurt
• but its also funny, embarrassed myself
• ngeliat cowo sempurna ngepost foto-foto dan video camp, i missed boanerges
• instagram won't post my picture
• instagram couldn't locate
• dehydrated
• tap water tasted awful
• left sunglasses at home while picking up Tara
• trains were late.
• a train didn't had aircon
• so many pervs in the station
• tara was being pushy
• mom & cia left me & tara alone at home, ohno
• i still have to make dinner on my own
• internet keeps going on and off
• i have a german-test tomorrow

Things that made me happy:

• wrote a decent 2am poem in my notebook
• i took a morning shower and washed my hair and i was so beautiful this morning
• accomplished learning Perahu Kertas's guitar fingerstyle
• ica was available the whole day and night
• chatted to mate for a short while
• posted a picture on insta
• chatted with dito on insta
• found out i'm expecting a new little cousin! (its a(nother) girl!)
• took another COLD shower after a heatwaved day.
• listening to some indies in bed
• mom is back home