i hate being addicted to social media,

people's life seems so beautiful

everyone seems so happy

there's always something exciting

i'm sick of imagining, hoping, and being jealous

is there a cure from being addicted to this fake sight?

dang

i thought life is hard for everyone in their own way

apparently now i keep seeing it differently

maybe its okay, its normal

to feel like everyone else's life is better than my own

i mean, does everyone does that too?

those lucky people that are already on the top probably don't

i wonder what they felt during the process

did even they felt the same way as i did?

i can't express about my real life looks like

its like, against the number one most important unwritten rule of social media

there's only desperateness versus happiness there.

damn, its too good to be fair.

knowing the fact feels like shit

everyone has something to fight for

i try not to think that my life is the hardest one

even if there is so much life out there

who says they do, but still has a lot more to be grateful than me

maybe they think the same way against me too?

the circle never stops.

in the end, i still want this life of mine.