Starting this with an apology, I have to.
at least to myself, when I don't have any readers. 

am I a blogger? am I a writer?

I have 9 drafts abandoned
9 chapters unwritten
2 essays to hand in
and
one and a half books to read left.

I am a geek.

but every geek has a life too.

I don't believe I'm going say this, but... I just couldn't find the time to write.

or maybe it'd be more likely if I say... hadn't have the mind to write. writers block for months!

rather be busy than bored, yes... but sometimes I feel the need to fulfill my personal aspect in life, which is my passion for writing. (tai gaya bat lu)

I still have so many ideas running around my head concerning fictions, life stories, and additionally poems.

Especially, I want to start writing in Bahasa more, as I mentioned in the posts before. and well I know damn well I'm getting my shit together for school most of my time.

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life happened. I need to face it. get it together for the best.
although I will return to you, keyboards and blank pages. Mark my word.